Profile TERI ; carpe diem. the script is basically my life.

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Listening to: Wo Bu Pei-Jay

I'm HATING my birthday already and it isn't even here yet. :(


Why couldn't you just have pretended for me just for a LITTLE while? I think I really need you. I might be crushing for you badly. Badly. Shit. I didn't think it would come to this. I don't blame you for anything. It's just maybe. I didn't think I would fall for you THAT badly. You know what I mean? Yeah. I guess not. You wanna be friends? Maybe in the future. But I don't think I can handle that now. You have no idea what it means to be me. Everyday you're never there. Online. Always busy. I may never mean anything to you. But you may mean something to me.

You know mummmy asked me what's wrong when we went cemetary to visit kongkong. So I said nothing. Just tired and I miss kongkong. Just thinking about tomorrow. Will you wish me Happy Birthday? Tomorrow night I won't be online and I will be super busy after that with Jiejie's engagement party so the last conversation we had was telling you how you ruined my birthday? Great. Just what I needed.


TERI ONG QIONG JIE. Just jump off a cliff why don't you? And do everybody a favour.

If I could. I would go on web messenger everyday just to talk to you even if it's just for 5 minutes.

Mum's going to KK in this year alot cause of the wedding etc and all. And she asked whether I wanted to go in July to see the family. And I said no. Do you know why? Because you weren't gonna be there anymore. That's right. All for you.

I don't know what else to say. Maybe me going back to school is better so that it keeps my mind off things more.

Well got my grocery shopping today (:

I fell asleep like really late. LOL. I probably like fell asleep almost dawn. = = Yes. And my mum came in at about 9 plus to wake me up cause she needed to go to the bank and crap. God. I was sooooo tired. Then she took me shopping. And I really wasn't feeling well. So I told her if she was gonna take any longer then I'll take a cab back home or I'll call somebody to pick me up. So she said ok we'll go. So yes. Thanks (:

Saw Aunty Min before she and Allan(not sure if that's how u spell his name.SORRY!) headed off to KL. As I wouldn't see them before I went off to Australia. Aunty Min said if I bug Allan enough, he'll take me out to do my grocery shopping in Perth. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (: YAY. So yes.

Came back and Mum told me that she won't send me to the airport. Like yes. I really wanted her to. But it won't happen. :( So oh well. Then I'll have to leave on Sunday to Singapore and stay a night there.

Jiejie came like at night cause she needed help cutting her hearts out. Jiejie so un-organised man. You can't even imagine it. And the engagement party is on Saturday. Like. She hasn't even gotten her dress for the party yet! OHMYGOD Jiejie. So yes. We sat there. Jiejie was drawing out the hearts on the papers while I was cutting them. While my mum just like lied down and she fell asleep = = Typical man. HAHAHAHAHA. And we were watching Yours,Mine,Ours on Astro. :) Jiejie didn't know there was such a movie.! And I kept telling her stuff bout the movie. And she's like. Teri. You've watched this movie too many times dear. LOL! So yes. Mum thought that I couldn't finish cutting the hearts. But when she woke up. I finished cutting one big paper of like 40 over hearts on it. YAY! I just have two more papers more. Will probably do it tomorrow or something. Jiejie was like. I'll take back the last piece of hearts home and cut it. CHEH. She'll probably bring it back and go. Oh Teri. Can youu please please cut this for me..?I'll get you something :D Cause like please lah. As if you have time Jiejie.

Am going to the cemetery tomorrow as it is my grandfather's birthday (: Yay. And also have to pay respect to kongkong and popo because I'm leaving to go back to Perth and I have to pay respects everytime I come back from Perth. Then the day after that. It's my birthday :)

Now. Really have no mood to celebrate my birthday already. I really like him. Sigh. Thanks for the early Happy Birthday wishes :) He's gonna be busy from my birthday right up to Saturday :( And I'm leaving on Sunday. But he still said he'll be online these few days. BUT LIKE. He'll be really tired. And I don't want to like make him angry and crap when he's tired. Not good. He said he was rubbish. What do you want me to say to that? I really don't know what to say le. Why is he making it so hard? Or maybe I'm just making it hard on my ownself. DAMN YOU TERI ONG QIONG JIE. FARRRKKK MAN. You're such a stupid girl.

You should just go jump off KLCC.

OHMYGOD. What's wrong with me these past few days? I should be feeling happy as it's my birthday soon. And I'm turning 16 BABEH! I was looking forward to it so much. As friends in Perth knew why what that means when I turned 16. But now. Not anymore. It was so last year's news.

I miss my friends.
SASHA.
JENNY.
JANJIRA.
LINA.
JACQUI.

They mean alot to me (: Can't wait to go back to school and listen to Lina's good news.

Cindy jie might come to Perth :) YEAYA! I'll be so excited to see her. Haven't seen her since July I think. :) Can't imagine that I met her on friendster. One year ago. When she was doing SPM in SSU. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. And now she's in college in Melbourne. AND She might come to Perth to see me! YAY!. But I hope the school allows me to go out. Cause my farking school. Is so farking retarded.

But I just can't take my mind of him. Back to subject of him. SIGH. Damn you Teri.

I'm gonna stop blogging now. As I have to wake up early tomorrow. :(

It's kongkong birthday already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONGKONG.

I Miss You. It's been years. :(

Then after that it's Happy Birthday Teri! :S






CHARLES; I Want You So Much That I Need You.

Today mummy brought me to singapore :) Went later than I expected so didn't do any shopping. LOL. Instead mummy brings me to esplanade and tells me we're watching opera. o_0'' AAAAAHHHHH? WHAT?? OPERA?? LOL. Yes. La Traviata. She made me read bout it in the car before we got there so that I would know what's happening. So yes.

Opera was pretty alright. Thought that the lead singer needed to warm up before the show because the act one was pretty bad as she didn't warm up. But after that it was alright :) Pretty good actually. I didn't fall asleep like I did in ballet.

After the show, I told mummy I wanted to eat food cause I'm hungry as we didn't eat dinner. So Jiejie Emerald followed us to the food court near esplanade to eat (: Mummy bought more cookies from the cookie musuem as she liked the girl there. LOL. Made friends with them too!

Mummy told me that she wasn't sending me to the airport on monday morning. Instead I leave and go to singapore on Sunday and stay over there so that one of her friend can send me to the airport in the morning. I didn't tell mummy this but I really wanted her to send me off to the airport. But as she didn't want to, I had no say already. Oh well~ That's life right. Can't always get what you want.

Also. I told mummy today what I wanted for my birthday. Nothing much. Actually all I really wanted for my birthday was him but that's talking about the impossible. So I told her little things I needed. Told mummy I wanted perfume. And she said but I don't like that smell of perfume. And told me she liked me the way I already smelled. LOL. Which is also fake but oh well.

I'm blogging now because I'm not in my room as the stupid maid has spoilt my air-con so I had to sleep in the other room which I hate sleeping in. So I can't go to sleep. Damn. But I have to try.

Today was actually a pretty good day. Even though I thought it was gonna be crappy as I couldn't talk to him for a whole day, I got to talk to my mum without having this big arguement and getting angry at her. :)

Tomorrow mummy's bringing me shopping for stuff I need when I go back. Even though no mood, I wanna go with her to take my mind off him for a while. Even though I'm missing, he won't care where I'm gone. Well, because I mean nothing to him. Not even one tiny little spot in his big whole heart. Yes that doesn't show much. FARRRKKK.

I'm going back to shit hole Perth next monday. Yes. I'm not sure actually. Even though I'm really happy to go back to my friends, I don't wanna leave home. Even though I sometimes hate it so much.

For people reading my blog and think that I'm telling all my secrets to the whole world. FARK OFF. I still have plenty of secrets that are not on here. If you don't like what you read, then go somewhere else!

Mummy asked me whether I would wanna go back to KK. And I said no. Because I didn't wanna go back as there's no reason to go back. All I wanted to do was see him. And I will never be able to.

Also. On the way back from Singapore, I suddenly thought about promises. How I read on Daphne's blog about her ex-boyfriend promising her to bring her to disneyland. And how they broke up. I remember Bi was driving and we were talking about how I was to go off to Australia soon and seldom come back home. And he said that he would study hard and go off to Australia. :) And he did. Even after we broke up. He told me that he wanted to keep that promise he made to me cause he didn't like letting his friend's down. I'm so proud of him le. But since we're not together, he got transfered to Melbourne/Sydney(I can't remember) and his current girlfriend got into school there. I will always remember that because he is the first person to keep his promises to me even after we break.

Thought about how the weekend that just passed us. Was the weekend Zhutou promised to come down to celebrate my birthday with me :) But after since that thing happened, he told me he was scared his girlfriend would get jealous so he can't come down to celebrate with me. pppffft. If your girlfriend had trusted you and also knew nothing's happening, she could've let you right. Unless she doesn't have enough trust in you to believe you. HAH.

As I can't sleep and am blogging my whole life out, am gonna wait for Charles Chua to wake up. But I'm not sure what time he does actually wake up. Damn.It's alright. Does he doubt that I'll actually wait for him? I think so. Why? I don't understand. He hardly says anything to me. I can ACTUALLY quote what he says to me now. It's either " no ", " lol ", " .... " , " haha ", " k ", " erm " , " ya ". Like seriously man. When I asked him whether he could say anything else. He changed the subject. Like lol man.

My eyes actually feel like shutting down now. But like. I need to wait for him.

I would cry for you. But I just can't. Too tired. I hate the fact that I always think bout you when I doubt you'll be doing the same thing.





CHARLES; Waiting For You..

WEIHH.

I LOVE YOU AHH.

SEE YOU IN SHITHOLE, OKAY ?

Come Here And Cry On My Shoulder.

Listening to: Wait For You-Kyla

Yes. I may seem like I'm blogging twice a day. But the post before this was breaking news. AND. IT NEEDED TO BE POSTED LIKE PLEASE MAN. HELLO?!?!?? Scottie on the lose! WOAH. OMG. BIG NEWS.





Scottie.
=
TOPLESS.
farkkk!


But I won't show you the picture. Because I'll be doing you a big favour. In case like you'll drool on your labtop. BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Like how I ALMOST did when I saw him. BAHAHAHAHHAHA. But I didn't :) So it's still safe to touch my labtop. LOL.

Now I'm listening to Breaking Dishes

ALSO.

My birthday is this thursday :) Uh-huh. Yes. I'm not sure where I'm gonna go for dinner with them. SIGH. Come to think of it now. I don't wanna celebrate it. But I WANT present. BII!! Send me presents. Lots of them! :) DAMN. I should have stayed in KK for my birthday. Imagine the amount of present I would get from the fam there. And I would go to Steffi's school. (Um I think its called Tshung Shin) And like stalk her. BAHAHAHAHAHA. She'd be soooo embarassed. I'd be like STEPHANIE WONG. Your cousin is here to see you to give you your lunch! :) LOL. But yes. And I could go convi shopping babeh! Cause like. I can't buy converse in Australia. So fricking expensive man. And like KK. o_0'' OH GOD. SOOOOOOOOO CHEAP! That day went with Pierre. He also couldn't believe it. But oh well. I'm not sure when's the next time I can go back to KK. Probs for not like another year or whatever. But this year. SHIT. Damn chio man! All the cousins getting married in Tanjung Aru. SHIT. LOL! I think like.

3 cousins getting married, two birthdays and one anniversary.

ALL IN TANJUNG ARU RESORT.

Like. LOL! No other place to hold it kah? But I think they like that place ba. So that's why. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. I remember the other day when we went to put decoration's and all. The staff were like. This family again kah? dorang kan no other place to celebrate oh? LOL!

And like. ALLLLLLL THE WEDDINGS AND CRAP. ALLLLLLL I CANNOT GO = =. LIKE FARRRRKKKKKK MAN. WHY?!??!?!?!? Because I'll be in fucking shit hole man. DAMNNN. So sad bah. I really wanted to go. Also. I think it's Uncle Didi Korkor's wedding summmore! EEEEIIIIII. Actually. I'm not sure. LOL. And there's gonna be Pascal's wedding too. And fricking Pierre gets to go. Of course his brother right. But then still I'm so jealous. If that fricking loser didn't quit school, he'd be going through his TEE's. And he won't be able to go. BAHHHHHH. :) LOSER.

OMFG. I got soooo fucking side tracked man. I was talking bout my birthday. Suddenly I got talking bout KK. LOL. I think this is gonna be a long post as I am in the mood of blogging alot as I have been having alot of sugar in the past 5 hours.

I need some music so now I'm listening to Dota. BAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. No not the game. The song. Yes. Jacqui and I both listened to it because of Charles :) Oh God. I won't be able to go on myspace until april. So I won't get to see Charles. GAWD. But it's alright.

By the way. I'm really cold.

Went to Danga Bay for dinner :) Then as we were like SUPER full, we took a tramp ride around danga to show Minnie the place. Got off at Street Mall to show her stuff cause she wanted to see the rumah rumah tradisi. ( cheh. malay not bad) Like the Malaysia Tradisional Houses. :) So yes. And she was like so fasinated by the music thingy the water makes. I don't know how to say it but yes.

Listening To Piece Of Me

Then we wanted to eat Ice Kacang. And we didn't wanna have it at danga cause it wasn't very good the last time we had it. So we went to the famous Ice Kacang place. BUT. When we got there, it was closing. So we were like AAAAAAWWWWWW! Then we saw Aunty Nancy and Danieal (: My god-brother and aunty :) Danieal's 9 this year <3 Then he told me.. Popo's dog died. BAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. But I already knew cause Aunty Nancy told me that Danieal insisted that they have a funeral = = And when I called in the afternoon, Aunty Nancy was like Oh we're having a funeral. And I was like HUH?!?!?? WHO DIED.?! Nobody else to die in Popo's house. So yes. Pretty funny. So that place close and we didn't give up. And Aunty Nancy told us that the Singgah Selalu in town would still be open.

So yes. Off we were to town (: On the way there. I saw TGIF. And I was like. OH IF THAT PLACE NOT OPEN THEN WE GO TO TGIF AND HAVE MUD PIE :D But yes. The ice kacang place was open so we had ice kacang. ALSO. The breeze was really nice (: And after we ate it. We felt soooo cold. LOL.

Listening to- Hurry up

Today I didn't talk to him for the whole day. And the only time he comes online, I'm going out. Well almost. Shows how much fate we have to meet on msn now doesn't it? NONE. N-O-N-E. DAMMIIIITTTT. So fricking pissed off with myself. God. Do you think that things would turn out better if I didn't meet him? But. I don't regret anything that has happened between us.

Yes Charles Chua. This is for you. = =

He's going to Canada soon. In June. And I come back in July. And I was also gonna stop by in KK in July cause I'm going to Sarawak for the Rainfest BABEH!!! AWESOME THING. :) And Amanda's going with me!! YEAH BABEH!!! So much fun. But unfortunately he won't be there so I won't stop in KK. Cause no point going there. Yeah I can see relatives and all but I really want to see him. SIGH. Whatever man. I doubt in April I'll go to KK too. I hope he has a good life there. I know he will. Because this is all he ever wished for. I know you really want to go and I wish you all the best there. (: Hope you come back soon. I'll always be here waiting for you. Well maybe not here but yes. Also you will also graduate faster than me. So you'll come back sooner (: We'll keep in contact via msn I guess. :S

I'm not sure what else to say. And I don't feel like going to bed cause I'll probably move around until 3am.

I'm going to Singapore tomorrow. Cause mummy wants to bring me shopping for my birthday present but I probably won't buy anything cause I don't have the mood and mum will probably actually as usual buy like soooooo much stuff. Then at the end she'll be like. OH! We didn't buy anything for you! Yes mum = = All I want for my birthday is him. Yes you. That's how much I like you man. Enough to want you. LOL!

TODAY IS LINA BABY'S BIRTHDAY. I LOVE HER SO MUCH. I WISH I WAS THERE TO CELEBRATE HER BIRTHDAY WITH HER. WE'D BE PARTYING TILL HER BIRTHDAY FINISHED. AAAAWWWWW. I LOVE YOU. CAN'T WAIT TO GIVE YOU A BIGGGGGGG HUGG WHEN I GET BACK!! <3

I should probably get started on Sasha's present. Damn. And I need to pack too! FARRRRKKKKKK. But like.I already got all the stuff I was gonna pack and chucked it on the floor. I'll post a picture up tomorrow of my room. LOL!

So yes.

I'm gonna stop blogging now otherwise people reading this might think I actually have no life but actually I don't but whatever. I like blogging. FARRKKK OFF.





CHARLES; You Are My Smile (:

I FORGOT TO SAY JUST NOW..


BREAKING NEWS.











SCOTTIE YVES IS SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes! He is the boy with the horny balls! BUT WHO CARES?! HE'S SINGLE!! YES. And we all know that Jacqui Wong went crazy. Like crazy.



ALSO!!!!!!!!!!

Charles Immanuel Kim is ALSO single!!!!!! OMFG.
(sorry)
OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG. IMMMMM INNNN LOVEEEEE!!! <3

What a coincidence that Charles Kim and Charles Chua have the same name!! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Now this is too confusing! Both Charles. DAMNNNN...

BUT.

I AM SOOOO HEARTBROKEN. It's just NOT gonna happen between us! Yes. Cause he's in US. AND AND. He's turning 15!! Well technically. He's 14. GOD. OH MY GOD. A minutes silence.


OMFG
OMFG
OMFG
OMFG
HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!?!??!?!

OMFG
OMFG
OMFG


ummmm. I'm just gonna go die, talk to lina on msn and chat to him on myspace.

Good bye.


And Charles.C (:

Nitez (:

Well yes.

I didn't blog yesterday as I blogged as Jacqui's blog. (: LOL. http://takemetoneverland.blogspot.com

I don't really have much to blog about larh..~ So yess.

But really happy cause I got to talk to Janjira, Alina and Sasha all at the same time! And I was webcam-ming with Sasha :) And I was talking with her telling her about my love of my life Charles Kim. Not Charles.C. aaaawwww. I'm just joking :)

Charles Kim. GODDDDD. CRAVVVEEEE-NESSSSS!! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO. God. I really like. STALK him. God. :) WOOOOOHHHHOOOOOO. Crave-ness.

I'm not sure what else I wanna talk about.

And I can't think much cause I'm in the living room with the tv blasting loud with Korkor's music, My mum and her friend talking and Jiejie playing the piano. God. So yes.

But I wanna talk about one last thing :) Him. HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHA

My mum just turned off the tv. yay!

Anyways.

He wasn't online for the whole day because he was at school. And now he's gone out. And I'm not sure what time he's coming back. And I can't text him. God. I really wanna talk to him man. But like.. God. I've noticed I've been saying God alot lately. HarHar! Trying to be Holy now Teri is it? LOL! Anyways.

I shall get over it. And live my life as usual. Without him. If he doesn't want me to be in his life. I shall be alright I hope. And live on. :) Even though I love him so; BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I need to do my nails. But I'm not sure. Cause the manu Cathy said no point doing it as I'll be going back to shit hole soon and I'll have to remove it anyways. So waste only. Yalor.

Oh well~Going to socialise now. He's been sitting here for the whole day with ladies. BAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA. Feel sorry for him. Alina knows what I'm talking bout :) So going to talk to him. And jiejie. As she has stopped playing piano and she's eating the food my mum cooked just now. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA



CHARLES; I Don't Wanna Get Over You (:

Listening To: Hurry Up- Che'nelle

BAHAHAHAHHA. I didn't know Chenelle was Malaysian. To top that, she's sabahan :) yeaya!

Hard core blogger is on the lose! yay!

Nothing much happened today :( Was sooo bored. And was crapping with Jacqui like major lotz. Crapping on friendster and on msn. HAHAHAHAHAHA. So funny :) Shack

Feeling much better than yesterday. Actually no. I take that back. NOW I'm feeling better than just now and yesterday. Oh well.

Just now. I had lots of things to blog about. And now. I suddenly have nothing to say. By the way. This post has been on me since in the afternoon when I didn't have mood to blog.Damn I need to go back to school fast. My english is getting so.. Bad. LOL. Besides, I need my friends there. I need them now. I can't cope. (: I have nobody to tell it to,who will listen to my crap in Malaysia. Fucking plastic bitches.

My birthday is next thursday (: I'm not sure.. But I don't feel excited or anything. Just nice that day and on the 2nd if I was in KK. Can go to Steffi and Charles's school. Cause got sports day and all bah. But can't (: Sorry yah both of u. LOL. Not sure what I wanna do for my birthday. Not sure whether have time to celebrate or not oh. Cause kan, after that on the 2nd is Jiejie's engagement party. So must prepare and all oh. Gonna take pictures (: But don't know only when can upload oh. Cause the next day I'm leaving.

My schedule for the rest of my week :) Starting from monday
27th-Joannee's leaving for Melb
28th- Planning for her engagement
29th-Bayla's Birthday
30th-AhWei's Birthday
31st-My Birthday
1st-KongKong's death anni
2nd-Jiejie's engagement
3rd-Going to singapore. Last day in asian country xP
4th-Flying off in the morning
5th-Renny's Birthday/ School's Starts
9th-Joint party with Alina :)

So yes. Nothing much to do already. Wanted to do more shopping. But no use doing more cause can't bring it back to Aus. T__T Cause luggage allowance no more jor~ T__T

But on the other hand, I might be sharing with Jan :) Good in a way. So every night I won't have to sneak into her room :) And you're lucky Jan :) You don't have to hear me talk on the phone every night. BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ask Jenny. <3 She got so annonyed with me for not talking to her every night. So I had to talk to her until she fell asleep then talk to him. LOL! But that won't happen anymore :) Well because yes. I gave him up for somebody else. <33 Much happier with that position. Even though I won't get to talk to him. Like without being on a computer. =X That's what sucks. Yes. I DOOO wish things were different. But how? He doesn't want things to be any different. Can only be msn people now.

Was talking to Jacqui (: Just wanna say thx to all the people who helped me out with the problem just now yah. And posted something. Mary..*coughs* xiaomei(wont post her real name) and Jacqui (:

I have to start packing soon. Or I might miss something that I wanna bring back. Damn. I was just thinking bout school..

HATES;

Every once in two weeks Monday- Chapel Damn.
Dinner at like 5.30 = = WHO THE FUCK HAS DINNER AT 5.30?! = =
Prep times. 6-8 If I'm not mistaken during summer.
Stupid housies except some of them always checking on you
Them waking you up at 7. And some of them earlier if they don't like u o_0''
Making you go to sleep
Sending you to your rooms
Saying the clothes you sometimes wear is not APPROPRIATE to wear outside. = =

But yes. Other than that. I love my friends in the boarding house.

Loves;

Friends
Sneaking into friends rooms after lights out
Sneaking to Subi,Freo,City
Having late night talks with friends
Friends being 24/7 with you
Sitting on the great court with Jenny :) and our stalking-NESS
Playing cooking games on the weekend and going all hungry
Going to Hans
Activities

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA. Loved last year socials. With year10's. But now since WE'RE fricking yr10's we have to be stuck with them yr9's. Damn. Now I know how they felt. HAHAHAHAHA. But. HOPEFULLY. New friends from other schools coming in (:

OMGGGG. YR9'S NEXT YEAR!!!!

MY MATTHEW!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVVEEEEE. So cuttteeee!! Haha. He's gonna be so embarassed of me. :p Well. He's 14 this year. (: And he's from Sarawak! aaaawww. So chubby bah.

Neways.

Should probably go to sleep now. As I have blog ALOT. Yes. Cause I have left this for mostly the whole day. So yes.

Wonder how THAT person is doing (: Yes. He DID make me feel like shit just now. But he wouldn't care now would he? I mean nothing to him. Even though I keep telling him that I do like him. I can't say anything if he doesn't believe me. :(

Going to sleep now.

Even though I won't fall asleep till like late. <3

Good night :) Shall blog again.

Listening To: Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding-Jay

Don't know why am listening to this song. It just.. Sounds so sad. :( But like. I don't feel sad. At least I don't think so.

Mood's just been really bad lately. That's why have been really crappy to ALOT of people. I'm sorry :) All the these people.. Daniel,Ah Yan,Daren,Eve,Jacqui,Ron and Isaac. But I think the most people whom I have been SUPER crappy to are Ah Yan, Daren and Jacqui :) I'm sorry :) But yes.

Just now saw Ah Yan. And I'm really sorry for the way I treated you just now. :( I feel really bad about it. With all the hitting you and all.Almost cried just now when argue-ing with you.I'm sorry. You didn't deserve it. :( Conversation between us just now. If I can remember it correctly. Sorry yah~
AhYan: u alright?
Me: yah why wouldnt i be? = =
AhYan: u seem abit cam like no mood like that wor.
Me: oh ok. i dont need ur concern
AhYan: why u acting like that?
Me: fuck off yen! *teary*
AhYan: aaaww shortiie!
Me: i told u to f off yen! stay the fuck away from me!
*hits him*
AhYan: I'm sorry. *smiles like he just won 4D*
Me: *stares at him* why the fuck u so happy?
AhYan: because somebody say wanna fuck me wor.
Me: what?!?!??!? u loser.
* hit him on him arm*

Yes. BAHAAHAHAHAHHAHA.

No one's talking to me :( Oh yeah. I was being really crappy to these friendster people. So they probs hate me now. :( I'm sorry. I don't blame you.

I'm guessing I'm being really crappy with myself because of him. Damn you retard. Get the fuck out of my life! So I can stop being crappy to other people. Well if I said that to him. He'd be like. .... GAHHHHHH. That's like practically all he says now. DAMN LAH. Maybe it's over. Maybe this whole waiting and together thing isn't for me and him. But Jan thinks that if I really like him, I should wait for him. But it will never happen. He'll probably like get another girlfriend in Canada when he goes. And leaves me here behind. Yes Jan. I shall hold on a while longer :)

I miss you guys. I wish you were here to talk to me. :( I really want to go back to Perth and give you guys like this massive hug. And never let go :)

I just told Jacqui I needed a friend and somebody to talk to and make me happy. And she thought it was from a song. Never mind then :) Forget it.

My mood getting worse and worse. I hate coming home. Even though I say I love coming home. Coming home reminds me so much of the life I had here that I used to hate so much. Fuck this stupid life man. Maybe should just finish it off :)

I'm pretty positive about things.





CHARLES; Don't Ever Leave Me

Nothing much happened todai. So like. Nothing much to blog about.

That freak ass is still being shitty to me. Damn.

But he talked to me :) And was like.. yeaahh. Won't talk bout it.

So yes.

Gonna be a short and brief entry.

YAY!!

Hey :)

I have a feeling that he likes treating me as shit. Yes I know. But just now was fun :) Good time spending with him.

HAHAHAHAHA. Just now. Went out with some people :) Lily, Jiejie and stuff. So much fun :) Act like so high summore. Keep on laughing here and there. Then suddenly they start dancing when they picked a good song.

Just now. My friend was like gonna set me up with the Neway guy. And he was like.. I DON'T THINK SO. BAHAHAHAHHA. So funny larh~ And does the evils. So cute. So hard to get angry. Just felt like pinching his cheeks. But I don't think the other people felt the same way. HAHA.

Before that.. Was talking to SUMSUM babe. I finally know her name! Full name oo~ This picture shows how shameless this babe is. Thinks everybody loves her.HAHAHAHA. She think only lah!



Then was talking to SIRAN also! Look at the picture. So funny lah!




Yes. Not sure what else to blog about.

Oh. I have or my friends really have decided that I'm not gonna pierce my nose. Um. Ok...But I might get it like dyed with my bottom part of my hair blue or something :) And like Jacqui doesn't like it.
Conversation.
ҳŦзяĩī..`     CHARLES;I Believe You           <33     says:
i was thinking like. get it dyed dark blue at the bottom of my hair.
jaacqui;; says:
EW
jaacqui;; says:
WTF MAN
jaacqui;; says:
GROSS !
jaacqui;; says:
SO AH LIAN !
ҳŦзяĩī..`     CHARLES;I Believe You           <33     says:
ppfft. as if man!
jaacqui;; says:
yeah what
jaacqui;; says:
OKAY FINE.
jaacqui;; says:
DONT LISTEN TO ME THEN.

Yes. That's how to conversation goes. But yes. Whatever.

I'm annoyed by this bitch right now. She's such a fucking ass man. She thinks she's SO fucking clever. So what? Go fuck yourself in a hole. Fucking bitch. Can't be bothered layan-ing her anymore. Feel like fucking stabbing her. And I mean. She's alright sometimes. But like. YESSSS. I'm fine :)

I like this Chinese song right now. Ku Cha. Sounds really sad! Even though I like don't understand alot of the words. It's really sweet :)

I'm in SUCH a bad mood today.

Whole day. He make me feel like shit. Why? I don't know. Then at night when I came back from not thinking of him and hanging out with my sister to make her engagement plans I asked him. I asked You have a person you like already? And he said don't have. I don't like that person. So I asked again. " But your tagboard says you don't have mood cause of her. " Then suddenly he said after talking bout other stuff. Never mind if you misunderstand me. Somemore you don't believe me. And I'm gonna go to sleep. Like.. OMGG man. I didn't even say that. Maybe just ask her and abit there. But I defit's didn't accuse him and said that I didn't believe him. OMG lah. Then I really didn't know what to say. :S So I told him not to misunderstand me. Whatever man. There's just like a certain limit I can go for you Charles. Just treat me like shit.

Went to danga bay to talk about jiejie's engagement party :) So many wedding and stuff happening at the same place and at the same time :S. Wanted to have it upstairs outside on top of the international restaurants. But when we saw the place.. OMG. Such a dissapoinment. It was soooo messy up there. But then very nicely done up. And ALSO. He was there with his friend :) But didn't say hi. Cause like.. Later jiejie go kepoh and say he's not CHARLES. I die lah. So yes. Outside on the seaside there.. Gonna have a Chinese wedding party. Shit. :( Then on the other side. There's gonna be a malay or indian wedding ( I can't remember) So like. We can either have it upstairs but all the noise. So we're having it in asiana cause the engagement's gonna be small anyways. :)

So end of the month is gonna be really busy :)
29th-Nabilah's birthday
30th-Chong Wei's Birthday
31st- My Birthday :)
1st-KongKong's death anni
2nd-Busy decorating the place and Jiejie and Korkor's engagement party
3rd-Going to spore
4th-Leaving for Perth. :(

Can't believe holidays have finish. Another new year for Teri there. Whatever lah.

I seriously have like no mood to blog.

:)


CHARLES; I Still Love You

You Want A Piece Of Me :)

This song is actually getting addictive. And it's like. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I love the part where it goes. BLAAAAAARAP! Well the first part. Before the singing begins. Never mind if you don't know what I'm taling bout.LOL

Well as you know I went to spore. :) Or maybe you didn't know. Whatever.

Went to watch Beauty World. Cha-Cha-Cha!



Was really good. And found out that the lead role of the girl. Ivy. Her real name is like Elena Wang or something. Migrated to Perth for 10 YEARS!! And she went to ST.HILDA'S!! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. LIKE EW. Was SO tempted to shout out St.Hilda's sucks and is a spoilt lil rich girl's school. LOL! AND AND.. She was head of Chorale and Barbershop. BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Must be good. :) YAY!



Only picture I could get of the website. Mediacorp might come to my blog and accuse me of stealing :S. Shit. I really hope not.

Pictures of me :)


On the way to spore. In the car.



We went to this place in esplanade. Such a NICE place! And like.. Soooo pwetti :) The cookies musuem. :)



Mummy in a really bad photo :)


Yes. I ate that NICE chocolate cake :) YUMMY.


Yes. Me. :) Those boxes behind me.. Have.. Naked women on it! :S


Me in the car :) BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I was bored!


Me in Vicky's Flat's public bathroom. The pool damn nice weih. Envy.


After like stuff, I was in a really shitty mood. So this boy who looked like Yves. But like asian. :) So hot. And.. So many couples in singapore man. ENVY!! JEALOUS..! Then.. Suddenly I thought of him. :( And how he was doing.. and and! I couldn't text him cause I didn't have any credit. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. Smart ass Teri. THEN! I thought of Janjira :) And how we'll go together to rivercruise and whatever together. :) And have the same amount of fun together :) THATS RIGHT BABEH!

Well on Monday, Janjira's is getting a tour on the boarding. BUT. Like not like she needs it anyways. LOL! And besides, like seriously. She has Teri man. WTF. She won't need any grand tours. BUT! I'll give her a tour of who the fricking mean housies are. Not saying any names. CHRIS! *coughs* SHAUNA! *coughs again* Yes. Won't name anymore not that I have But yes.

Sasha told me that they're doing an open audition for JACOB!! I'm like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I want fricking STEVEN STRAIT!! BAHHHHHHH. Like whatever man. I miss Sasha. Well not really. I'm making Sasha's present btw. Because it's her 16 birthday. And it's special. Made from the heart. And late night crap.:)

I've decided I'm not gonna celebrate my 16th birthday :) I'm just gonna spend my birthday in the hair saloon doing my hair :) BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Yes. That IS my plan. Then at night, I'm gonna go have a lil party with jiejie and all. :) ALSO. I'm gonna re-pierce my nose as a little present to me :) As I took it out last time and couldn't get it re-done because he found out and he didn't like the nose piercing idea. BUT NOW. With him gone, I can do it! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I still love Charles btw.

Actually. I'm not sure. :S NOOOO. Wait. Now I'm sure. I still do :) Of course man. But like. APPARENTLY. He has this lover on his tagboard that's saying I love you and crap. And I'm like YUPPPPPP. WHATEVER MAN. :( Charles makes me feel so much it's not even funny. And he's miles away. Like shit man.

Seasons Of Love. :)

I'm not sure what else to say. But like. I'll blog again tomorrow. :) Cause I'm a hard core blogger. And I have nothing else to do.


CHARLES; The Great Escape :)

Keep Bleeding.Keep, Keep Bleeding Love

Yes. I'm a hardcore blogger man. Live with it. I just like blogging more than anyone else. A place to say everything well mostly everything that I feel. BAHAHAHAHHA. That just sounded SO weird.

So yes. I slept at like 4.15 around that time give or take last night. And I woke up at like 11 plus because fricking people texting me. GAHHHHHHH. But I went back to sleep anyways. Got up at like 1 plus.

Went online and he was there :) BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. So angry with him. Apparently, while I was so called waiting for him, he fell asleep and just left his msn on. o_0'' So I was like waiting for this sleeping boy. But he told me he got up at like 4.30am. And I like went to sleep at like 4.15. = ='' Damn. I missed him by like 15 minutes. Stupid Teri.

And yes. He's still sad. And he won't say why. I told him. Vous me rendent triste de vous voir triste; HAHAHAHAHHA. Go translate it in google or where ever. I got my cousin to translate it for me. BAHAHAHAHAH. LOVE HIM. Thanks :)But like was actually damn sad today.

Talked to Jenny today. :) Yes supposed to be happy. But I ended up turning it into an un-pleasant conversation for her. Actually she most enjoyed it. And half way through, I started crying. Yes.. So lame. xP. Just thought about him, my friends that I miss so much in Perth. :) Even though I'm dreading going back to shit hole, I can't wait to see my friends there.

Yes and he is SO sexy. Live with it.

I just wanted to add that in.

Yes, and I was talking to SUMSUM babe. Actually. Come to think of it. Being our friendship for over a year. I think. Since last year before I came to shit hole. I still don't know SUMSUM's real name. LOL. There's this conversation that happened today.

*bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) i will alwy be thr for u

1/18/2008 4:18:07 PM ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ thx yeaa babe.

1/18/2008 4:18:13 PM ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ i'll always be here for u too

1/18/2008 4:18:39 PM *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) =DDD

1/18/2008 4:19:37 PM ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ no matter wat im here. text me if u need anythin yeaa.

1/18/2008 4:20:01 PM *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) okok babe

1/18/2008 4:20:37 PM ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ u okok marh?

1/18/2008 4:20:56 PM *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) ya ya babe

1/18/2008 4:21:18 PM ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ yorr. i miss uuu nehxx

1/18/2008 4:21:52 PM *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) me too ._.

1/18/2008 4:21:57 PM ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ babbeeee.

1/18/2008 4:22:01 PM ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ i want to run to kl
1/18/2008 4:22:03 PM ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ hughug u

1/18/2008 4:22:05 PM ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ hahahaha

1/18/2008 4:23:27 PM *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) haha

1/18/2008 4:23:32 PM *bgca SUMSUM ★http://snowylurves.blogspot.com★ ҳŦзяĩī..`[c=15]CHARLES;Smile For Me [/c] [c=4]<33[/c] On the phone with Jenny =)) i wan use broom to beat ur patpat

Yes. So we all know how SUMSUM's treats me. She's so bad to me. :S This post is actually dedicated to her to show everybody how bad she is to me. But no matter what, I still love her loadz.

ALSO.

Today, I found back my old kai jie which I haven't talked to in ages. Defit's my msn is screwed up because it deleted GERMAINE and my other contacts. Damn. And I don't know how to get them back. So angry. But even though today was a sad day. It turned out good in the end because of GERMAINE. I love her loadz.
Even though.
She is slow.
Retarded.
SUPER naughty.
And a lousier sister than me.
HAHAHAHAHA

I LOVE HER SO.

And yes. I have just realised that I blog super lotz. But I still love it. :)

Just have some pictures that I would like to share.

This is Yves. Scottie :) I cravvee him loadz. and and.. He's french. Yes. French like my little half french cousin. But Yves is so much hotter.



And we don't have to tell the whole world that he's horny right now right? Even though we all see it. :)

And guess what? I'm listening to Forever again. Jenny listened to it today and said. " Isn't this kinda music Alina's music? " LOL Jenny. You're so cute.

But my mum is NOT gonna be happy with the phone bills that are gonna come through. Not happy at all.

ALSO. I saw Janjira's blog. BAHAHAHAHAHAH. She listens to Britney Spears?? I love Britney. Are you sure you want a piece of me? BAHAHAHAHAHAH. I LOVE YOU... OMFG. And I can't believe she's boarding for two weeks when we go back. BAHAHAHAHA. We ca start school together. Eat dinner together. 24 HOURS TOGETHER!! yay. You're gonna hate me soooo much after you finish boarding. And please don't whack me like how you did it to my phone and Alina's phone when we went to your place for the weekend. You love us more than the phones right. Well at least you love me more.

Shall blog tomorrow.

Am off to Singapore tomorrow to do shopping and to watch Beauty World or whatever at Esplanade. Shall take photos. :)



CHARLES; Now Are You Sure You Want A Piece Of Me? <3

I think I wanna die. :S

Well I have been blogging twice today. But the date doesn't show that. So I shall blog again. :) As I have no life and most of the world is asleep anyways.

Been listening to Forever By Papa Roach alot lately. I hate staying at home. So depressing. Except for the food and most of my friends who are in school everything is crappy, disgusting, horrible, fucking annonying.:) I could almost listen to this song over and over again.

Dry Your Tears, It Is Time To Let You Go.

Well I hate the first part of the song. It sounds so bad. But yes. Listen to it. :)

Well I thought today was gonna be a good day for me. I think I said it in the blog before. I'm not sure. Well it fucking wasn't. Dammit. I have to control this fricking swearing thing going on. Fucking pissing me off.

It almost ended good. I talked to Jan and Alina just now. And Alina has told us about her good news. I feel so jealous. God. And I don't know why. Dammit. :( So depressing.Alina's so cute. I love her so much. Can't believe what a few friends can do so much to change this person. The stories Alina told me bout how she was last time before she met us. Is just un-believable. I ca understand my lina babe was a cute weirdo. But why wouldn't people accept her? I'm just so lost. She has friends. But I'm not sure whether she let them into her heart :) Like we are. BFF's for life man. Don't know what I'd do without these people in my life in Perth. I'd probs go crazy and depressed. Like how it was when I just got to Perth..Bad memories. Hated that place so much. But now, I can't wait for Jan to board so I can run to her room every night and keep her awake with my boy problems. Damn. Year10 this year. Finally.I don't have to share a same corridor with those fricking cheap girls. FUCK! Bringing back bad memories of 2007.

Anyways,

Then zhu tou tells me he's sick. BAHAHAHAHAHHA. I was like oh. ok. Go rest then take carez. And suddenly he goes all agro at me. And just the other he suddenly freaky-ishly textes me and goes. We're not friends. :) We're best friends forever yeaa.? I'm like WTF man. Nooooo.. Can't happen. I can't deal with you now. Not just ready. I thought I was but.. I'm not sure. :) Just tell your girlfriend to back off and tell her I'm not ready to be introduced as your best friend forever or whatever crap reason ok..? Cause I know she doesn't know your fricking past. I'm sorry. Just not now lah.

THEN.

I read his blog. And suddenly he's like this emo chick who's all depressed and sad and apologizing to people for shit he doesn't know whether he's done or not. Like WTF man. And then when I post a thingy on his tagboard, this girl like says shit like.'Don't know whether the stuff you told me on the paper was real, you looked really sick. And smile always! :D Big smiles. ' And he replies. I quote:'haha cause, u knw la.. problem with u know who. i also knw i seem more boring, lifeless, sad n lonely these few days. i dont knw wats wrong wif me' Like WTF man. Sigh. Like whatever man. Don't know what to say to him. Asked him what's wrong with him and he doesn't fricking reply. Shitfuck. And now I'm sitting here writting this because he has fucking school tomorrow and he doesn't want to go to bed. And it's fucking 3.02am. I think I'm gonna die any moment. I can't handle this.. OMFG. My panda eyes!! T_T Like NOOOOOOO.

I'm starting school soon. But first. I have my sixteenth birthday first. Also, Jiejie and Korkor's engagement thingy. :)I'm so happy for them. Finally. After like pretty long. They're finally getting engaged. But like. I really hate my mum. She won't let me stay for Chinese New Year. And now! She won't let me come back for their wedding. Like WHATTHEFUCK mum?!? It's jiejie's wedding!! And like. I won't be able to see him for like forever anymore cause she's moved away you lil fuck head! OMFG. I think I'm gonna go crazy and I can't keep it in any longer.

What's the point of having friends when you can't even tell them your deepest secret? Even though I treat all my friends as BFF's. They don't even know my secret. If I tell them, it might change our whole friendship. I can't risk it. I'm sorry.

I'm thinking is there anybody else that I'm thinking of. :)

Cindy Jie. I love you even though you're single. :) We can spend Valentine's day together all alone but we'll have each other. :)

JANJIRA!! WE SHALL GO TO RIVERCRUISE AND THE BALL TOGETHER. BOTH OF US. WITHOUT DATES. BOTH OF US SHALL ROCK THE PARTY. BOTH OF US SHALL HAVE A GOOD TIME. BOTH OF US SHALL LOOK LIKE ROCKSTARS. AND ALSO. BOTH OF US SHALL PARTY LIKE ROCKSTARS AND HAVE A PERFECT BLAST. WITHOUT DATES. YES. THE BOTH OF US. <33

This seems like a whole let out blogging session for me. And actually. After typing it all out. I feel pretty good.

About this whole thing bout him. I actually can't be bothered bout him now. I need my sleep. Oh shit. I'm fucking going out tomorrow. Shit. I have to wake up. FUCK!! ALSO. This is for JANJIRA TANYA RITCHIE I do like him enough to wait for him. If you're reading this then good. I WILL wait then. Till you come back from Canada. :) I shall start being proud of myself.



CHARLES;Smile For Me Dear. <33

Hey Children!! :)

Holidays have been pretty boring for me. = = Wanna go back to Perth and see all my friends there. But like. i HATE perth. Miss all my friends there. :(

Have just realised that I'm addicted to Damages. The tv show. BAHAHAHAHHAHA. So nice lah.

I've also been thinking. How am I gonna carry back all my crap? Shit. I like only brought back one small luggage bag. And like. I can't bring back another luggage bag.. Well because.. I already have like.. One big luggage bag, two medium size ones. One camper bag thingy. Damn. Nooo.. Not supposed to happen. What am I gonna do with all that crap after Year12? OMGG. I'm like planning for Year12 and I'm not even fricking in Year11 yet. LOL!

Been pretty happy these few days too. Saw Jan online. yay! And talked to her bout crap. OMFG. She's gonna be fucking boarding for a few weeks!! BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. WOOT. Can't wait. 24/7 WITH JANJIRA TANYA RICTHIE. I'm SO gonna drive her crazy. yay! We've been planning to like go out on the 4th. Cause Alina has good news to tell us. Yes. Good news. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Can't wait. Her good news is like YAY! Ok. I'm talking random shit now.

Well also wanted to say that Daren dearest has been using my phone for crap. GAHHHHH. Idiot. He like texted everybody. Well mostly everybody. He texted somebody and was like.. Oh. I like you. And I'm sorry if I'll deny it later on. And when I said that I didn't like him and it wasn't me. Of course that fricking person didn't believe me. And I'm like WTF/?!??!?!? BAHHHHHHHH.

Oh well~ Not sure on what else to blog about.


CHARLES; Party Like A Rockstar :)

We went out for Hooi Ping's birthday on the 12th. And yes. I'm blogging bout it only today because I had to blog bout my Sabah trip before. So yes. We went to celebrate Hooi Ping's birthday.

Met Hooi Ping, Pei Xin,Justin,Renny,His girlfriend and like other people. Like people I didn't know. Damn. I think I've been away too long. I feel so left out. BAHAHAHAHAHHAAH. Anyways. Damn Justin looks so fricking different now. And like so does Renny. He looks so much better. And they were sooooo sweet1 I remember like when we were in school and he liked THAT girl. Like ppfftt. Anyways.

We watched game plan. And like. My eye hurted like damn alot. And I was like tearing the whole movie. Looked like I was crying. It would actually be acceptable if we were watching a sad movie and everybody were to cry I would fit in but yes.

Oh well~
















Was going through my pictures. And like found my pictures. aaawww. Like look at that photo. Good times. Good times.




Found this picture too. Like ppffftt. Look at how much he's changed since like we met until now. Well not really but whatever.






So yes. Can't be bothered saying anything else. LOL

Heyys :)

Yes, it has took me a few days to blog about my Sabah trip. BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Couldn't be bothered blogging.

So yes. We went to Sabah.


BAHAHAHAHA. Yes me. At the airport.


Steffi :) Me. In the changing room. Waiting for my mum trying on clothes for the wedding in City Mall. And yes. She couldn't believe that her cousin was a cam-whore.


Yes. I like fixing my hair.


Still in City Mall. :S


HAHAHAHAAHHA. Shopping!!yay.


Aunty Anu. Steffi put like these flowers in her hair and I was like SMILE!!


BAHAHAHAHAHAHA. These hat thingys that my grand-aunt wanted Aunty Rosemary to wear at the wedding. And she was like NO WAY!!


Aunty Anu and Steffi.


BAHAHAHAHAHA. The service day. At church. Badaks looks sooooo pretty. Badaks means like hippo. LOL.



Steffi :)


She was the bridesmaid.


Badaks and her now husband Aaron :) So pretty kan?


Carmen and me :) Sitting at the signing place. BAHAHAHAHAHHA.


Pierre and Steffi. :)


Yes. We know. Pierre's retarded.


BAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.


Yes we like taking pictures.


PIERRE!!!!!!


The wedding night.


Steffi and me :)

And yes. Those are the pictures from the Sabah trip :)

During the dinner right. It was so damn funny. Cause the young people, had to like go up to catch Badaks flowers. So yes. And she threw them. And. They headed right for me. And. I like.Ducked. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. Yes.But of course nobody knows except Steffi cause she like.kinda saw me. And laughed.

Actually. Nothing much happened while I was in Sabah. Except like the wedding and crap. Badaks wedding went really well. :)

And. Aunty Vera was like..
A.Vera: Teri, you have to come have your wedding here ok..?
Teri: Ummmmm..
A.Vera: And you have to invite the WHOLE family!!
Teri: *laughs* Don't think my husband to be can afford!! Family SOOOOO big!!
A.Vera: Haha. Never mind!! Let him pay

And I was texting with him.And I told him. LOL!
Teri: My Aunty says that I have to get married here.
Him: Whats wrong with that? Good what.
Teri: Do you know how big my whole family is..?
Him: I'm guessing it's pretty big.
Teri: Yes it is.
Him: Thank God I'm not marrying you then. I'd have gone bankrupt.
Teri: Excuse me..?
Him: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

But yes. Pretty funny. And after that he says blah blah blah. Whatever.

Bought shoes and crap while I was there. :) Bought nexy roxy bag. :) yay~ But it looks like Jenny's bag. = = But mine's bigger and it's black.

Anyways. Came back. And they had like this massive converse sale a city square. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. SO HAPPY. Bought like three pairs of shoes and the bag that I was looking at in Sabah. SOOOOOOOO HAPPY. I love that bag. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

AND AND.

This is for Sasha if she's reading this. I think I'm so over Steven Strait. I want Channing Tatum now. But like.. Jenny like craves him. And she thinks that she's gonna marry him. So yes.



Please Don't Stop The Music Bitches.


CHARLES;You're On My Heart Just Like A Tattoo