#5

help us find love, cause love is overdue.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 4:16 PM

I really hate living in the boarding and wish at times like these that my mum was here in Perth staying here so I wouldn't have to live with these people. Not saying I hate living with all of them just a few individuals. But I know we all hate each other deep down. She's sooooo fake. Acts like the good girl and won't bitch about anyone type. Nawwww. You're so nice you're so cute. MEH. If you think that I'm talking bout another person, you're wrong. It's the least expected person. Whatever. I won't bitch on the second last day of school before exams!

Yes exams. I am procrastinating about the exams. Isn't everybody? Everybody's dreading the first day back from mid term to face chem and MAS. Who is looking forward to it? Nobody. Lined up and jammed pack exams each day with stress and freaking out about the each subject. Physics, Maths, MAS, Chemistry, Biology, Marine, Human Biology, P and L, Economics, Accouting, Modern History,Media, French, German, Japanese, English, English Lit, Music, Drama, Dance, Art, Physical Education studies and lastly Fashion. All these subjects are exam subjects. Some more important than others, but exam subjects all the same. Having to do six subjects including a language one, makes seven exams with languages having two exams! Whyyyyyy. Why do we even have exams? Is it necessary? They're just the same as having a test. But more intense. I am procrastinating for the people who have two exams lined up on the same day one after each other. How much information must you take in for two subjects in the whole semester? But yes. We shall all get over it. I hating the fact that we have TEE next year. I shall be procrastinating even more then.

Wowwww. That would've been a good persuasive speech for english = = Why didn't you think of that before you did your boring speech on binge drinking. HAHAHA. Actually it wasn't that boring. Quite embarassing more than boring. Everybody else's was SO good except mine = =

Topics were

Rowing

why isn't gym or something not an olympic sport

why is homework necessary
chatspeak

golf

netball/happiness

love

music

animal cruelty

and binge drinking by yours truly (:

Well tomorrow I'm off to the country and I haven't exactly packed yet. Well I have. Oh just typing this I just remembered I need to pack my shirts = = Good one Teri. I'll be taking lotsa pictures and videos yaaaay. Train leaves at 5 tomorrow. And apparently kelly is coming with us on the train but like not sitting with us. If she comes, she'll stick to Jess. Andddd. I'll probs leave earlier than them cause I need to get chocolates for her parents anddd I wanna get asian food to eat on the train (Y) I'm gonna pack books, my study stuff (which I doubt I will do) and stuff to entertain me. Hopefully. Thank somebody that the train ride isn't that long 2-3 max? So it'll be good. And I can sleeeeep.

When I get back from the country, I'm gonna get alubba to change my password after I upload the country photos of course then I shall hand my facebook account over to him HAHAHAH. Which is good to stop me from going onto it. I'm like fully addicted to facebook HAHAHAH It's kinda weird.

It's dinner time but I don't feel like going down even though I'm super hungry. Oh well. I'll be eating asian food and shit this long weekend. Sooo.

Oh you know how I said I'll blog about karyan and kris allen? This was a conversation from karyan and me HAHAHA She's like crazy bout him It's funny. Her legs becoming jelly? Walao hahahahah.

Jess was so bloody random! HAHAHAH. I was telling her about how cold it'll be when we go back to boyup brook with her for long weekend and how I can't wear jeans cause it's horrible on me and shit and she drew me this face about being happy. HAHAHAHA.

Ok. I'm finally deciding to blog about this guy (picture below) now. I never used to talk to him even though I had him on msn,myspace and facebook. Weird I know. I think I only started talking to him when he and Jai ho girl (; had an arguement. It was damn cute cause both of them were telling me both their little sides of their story. But yes. Good beginning to an not so awesome friendship :P He couldn't believe I was two years older than him. Yes two years. But he's been giving me advice as if he's the older one :$ He has two little sister him being the oldest and is quite very tall. I have gotten him to pray for me for my human biol test about reproduction (HAHA) and I have prayed for him for his Maths test. He has inspired me more to know God and accept him into my life. Even though very young, his view on life and accepting everybody is more matured than a 50year old. He accepts all the little things in his life like being able to have parents who want the best for him to being able to go to one of the top boys schools. He isn't demanding and wants everything like everybody but calm and takes life slowly as he knows the Big guy up there has plans for him (: I think everybody in their life should have a Darren Christian :D

HAHA. Even though you can't see his face :P We shouldn't be judgemental of how he looks. Slash I haven't seen him before :P

Oh these are the pictures from the zoooo. Cbf captioning. Might edit and blog more later (Y)

This girl is SUCH an amazing singer. I cried when I saw her sing this song. It's just so inspiring and lovely.

If I wrote a note to God,

I'd pour my heart out on each page.

i don't wanna be no broken hearted girl.

Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 10:33 PM

Sorry for all the times that he lied

I left your heart hanging,

I can’t imagine

What that feels like

But that was another place

And that was another time

Its not fair to blame me for all his crimes

Just for a minute give me a chance

Let me inside

Just for a minute baby just for a moment

Let me prove

Ill do things right

Let down your guard

And show me your colors

don’t fight it anymore

Show me your with me

Open your arms

I’m not like the others

So don’t fight it anymore,no

What will it take for me to make you see

I’m not your enemy

Funny on the day that he left

I wasn’t even there

Its become a nightmare

But I’ll never rest

Till you give your all

I’ll take nothing less

Till I hear happily ever after the end

How do u expect things to get any better

If you keep me on the sidelines

don’t you know

There's a million things I want to do

But you got to meet me halfway,

you gotta try

Let down your guard

And show me your colors

don’t fight it anymore

Show me your with me

Open your arms

I’m not like the others

So don’t fight it anymore,no

What will it take for me to make you see

I’m not your enemy

I'm sorry that you've felt that way. And it's weird how a song can make you feel exactly how you're feeling now. But that's a good song. (Y) But I wanna say thanks for everything but I don't know how to handle my feelings and it's better to just stay away from both of you. (:

Will blog bout this later on in the week.

Hmmmmm. I might blog bout it since I've been super bored this whole week slash the week has only started but oh welllll. Leaving on thursday and I'm so bloody excited cause like yeah it's gonna be hell fun. There'll be like major major picture updates then. But for more updates I guess you should go on my facebook cause I put more pictures up there than here (Y)

Recently put up the blog thing where you can see where the people come from, and realised people come but don't leave me taggies! :O LEAVE ME TAGGIES PEOPLE! :D:D::D i'll be very happy. People from perth have come over too and I'm pretty sure they aren't my friends = = HAHAHA. It's all good but leave me taggies even those malaysian people! I'm watching youuu.

I think I'm falling sick. Shit this sucks. HAHAHAH Do you know that swine flu has reached Perthhhh?! Yeah I know right. This girl on facebook set it as her status it was really funnnnny. We're doing persuasive speeches in english now and Nikka did swine flu as her topic and how it's really not such a big deal and people are like omg I'm gonna die and shit.

I would just like to say........ Caris's speech was so fucking good! The topic she picked was chatspeak. Like omg, wtf, lol, wth and so onnn. HAHAHAH Shit funniest thing. She wrote these words on the board " omg do u no wat sally sed. wtf she shld say soz 2 every1. " Or something like that.. Then she started saying it like OH EM GEE. Fucking funniest thing. It's hard to explain it over words but yes. She's saying how much she uses in real life hahah look at this. Walao damn funny can.

octopie says:
uhmm!
lol can now mean an array of different things, from "i have nothing of value to add to this conversation" to "that wasn't funny but i'll lol to make you feel better"

__╦зяї. - whisper hello, i miss you quite terribly says:
hahah and and and?
this is going on my blog BE TEA DA BE LIEW

octopie says:
ahahahhah
umm
do you want me to go straight or just another random quote?
__╦зяї. - whisper hello, i miss you quite terribly says:
another random quote idk i dont mind
woah heaps short forms
another random quite I DONT CARE i dont mind
i mean KNOW = = WTF
octopie says:
ahahahah
okay, hold on
look at soz. Soz is the abbreviation of sorry. Double-you tee eff. Bad on paper, even worse out loud. How is this, in any way, an improvement on the word sorry? Please, just listen to Kevin Rudd’s Sorry Day speech. "For the pain, suffering and hurt of these Stolen Generations, their descendants and for their families left behind, we say soz. To the mothers and the fathers,
the brothers and the sisters, for the breaking up of families and communities, we say soz."
And it goes on. Not nearly as moving.
LOL!
so long.
sorry

Oh and Josephine sent me something damn funnnnnny! Check this outttt.

↔◀JoşέPhїйέⓛⓞⓥⓔmIlKsOdA↔◀ says:
Before marriage....
He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to
She: Do you want me to leave??
He: No! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me??
He: Of course! Over and over!
She: Have you ever cheated on me ??
He: No! Why are you even asking
She: Will you KISS me??
He: Every chance I get.
She: Will you hit me??
He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!
She: Can I trust you??
She: Can I trust you
He: Yes.
She: Darling!
After marriage....
Simply read from bottom to top.

I just have the funnniest conversations with people hahahaha. They just crack me with the amount of stuff they say. (:

Oh and I was supposed to blog bout karyan and her kris allen but I'll do it next timeeeee. Don't wanna upload no more pictures man.

I wanted to post up another song with lyrics up butttt. I'm not suree. Pretty wordy post already hey but oh well. And they spacing hell shits up. OH WELL! These are the lyrics I'm feeling towards J boyyyy.

You’re everything I thought you never were

And nothing like

I thought you could’ve been

But still you live inside of me

So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one

I wish I could forget

The only one I’d love to not forgive

And though you break my heart,

you’re the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

Cause I can’t erase

The times that you hurt me

And put tears on my face

And even now while I hate you

It pains me to say I know

I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe

I don’t want a broken heart

Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe

I don’t wanna play that part I know that

I love you But let me just say

I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no

I don’t want a broken heart

And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say

But up to now I’ve always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I want to put this out

You say you’ve got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me

And still you’re in my heart

But you’re the only one and yes

There are times when I hate you

But I don’t complain

Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away

Oh but now I don’t hate you I’m happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me

yeah Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly away

Away With you

makelovenotwar.

peaceout.

run baby run, dont ever look back.

Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 9:05 PM

Well pictures frorom today (: Went walkies. We recorded this videoo but it can't be uploaded on my blog cause it's like 10 minutes O_O I know hey gayyyy. But yess it's like 10 minutes cause we were walking like through the cemetry and it was scaryyy so we took a video of us (: Like no joke it was freaky.

Ok. I'm sorry I really hate it when you judge me and you have no place or no right to even do that. I know you don't like me and think I don't deserve your friend but still there's no reason for you to do that and ruin me and his friendship. But I guess that's what you want don't you. It's really stupid how you can do that when you're supposedly matured and don't do childish shit. Really this doesn't have anything to do with you, you're claiming that you're a good friend but if he's an individual he's allowed to do whatever he wants isn't he? Have you thought that you're hurting his feeling and putting him in an awkward spot? Yeah exactly you didn't think of that did you. Ok I get you want him to get together with that girl, I've told him that too she probably deserves him better than I do. Oh yeah now you're thinking bullshit I would never tell him that cause I probably want him all to myself now don't I? Ok well you say that I've bitched bout you and your other friends. Reallllly. The only one person I talked about, he already knows that I said those stuff bout him and he found it offensive but funny at the same time. Cause it's FICTIONAL stuff. Like stuff that will never happen in real life. So I don't get why you're the only one all bitchy and shit. If you wanna know, I just want to remain friends for now. Just for you. I really feel like shooting you now for saying all these crap. See, I followed my inspiration(jogoya) to find pictures so you get a more visual idea. :D And I thought the simpson guy was really funny.

This is Karyan's quote on this situation. HAHAHAHA. Yes I do trust her with what I say cause I mean seriously. She isn't like those bitches who would say shit. Even though yesss she stole my blog background.

❥ Karyan, twenty-five months! <333>
oh

some people just love putting their fat noses into my business when they dn even know the head and the tail of the story

These pictures are for you jogoya (: Yes red is your favourite colour (:

Walao lmao I hope you enjoyed those photos hahahah

Time for the real pictures. :D I reallly wanna go home :( I wanna see my friends and I hell wanna see him :(:( This sucks. I'm here for like another month and abit.

Oh funniest thing. Leslie told me he was my neighbour when I was small but I swear I don't remember us being neighbours and shit. So he made a bet with me that if we were neighbours that I would have to buy him bubble tea and popiah! HAHAHAHAHA. Yes he did win = = And I got told off by willy for not remembering too :S HAHHAA But it was funny.

I actually took this photo to show off my like one badge = = HAHAHAH

[click to enlarge. you wont regret it (: ]

I'm not in love,

this isn't my heart

I'm not gonna waste these words about a boy.

cause this is a fairytale.

Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 10:18 PM

currently studying for human biol test tomorrow (Y) Well I'm not literally studying now as I am taking a break from itttt. Studying since 7ish HAHAHAHAHHA :O

I think I'm in quite a bitchy mood lately lmao. Got hell aggitated with people outside in the common room for listening to really bad/loud music and singing quite off key. But oh well. I think I'm falling sick.

Exams are coming up soon and assesment free week is next week. Hence all the tests being jammed in this week. Had my psych and econs test todayy. Wasn't that bad. Ohhhhh I have a rant I wanna go on.

Ok. I'm sorry teri. Why are you just sooooooooo stupiddddd?! Like the second last question obviously states draw diagrams bout what happens when it is shown of inelastic and elastic goods. Dude obviously you draw what they want right? wtf. Stupid teri goes and draws supply demand and tax revenue and shit. I meannn wtfff. I know the question before asked that but that doesn't mean they asked you to draw a graph for it did theyyyy Shit teri you piss me off sometimes. Wtf why do you have to be so stupid = =

Ohhhhhh human biol test tomorrow first period please pray for me. :( I need all the praying I can get man.

But stop ranting and carry on with the pictures man. Well the other day I went to the jetty(but it was closed) with my picture taking hanging out partner.

Dude seriously if you don't know who it is, you don't read my blog. Like seriously.

Won't caption (:

Oh oh. Initially I wrote that in the heart.

and she decides to change it.

and Jess says no that J is not for his brother :O HAHAHAHAHA lmao

because i like being a fish with you. LMAO.

I've given up studying. I think I'm getting a fever. It was realllly cold today.

Long weekend is next weekend (Y) I saw the ticket for the train there. HAHAHAHAH I was like O_O cooooool. I took a picture of it just to blog bout it lmao. Oh the commitment of this blog by me is just so amazing :D But I shall blog bout it when I get back on monday :D Don't have exams till friday so I'm pretty goood. Soooo funny heaps of people have exams the day they get back from long weekend. I'll go check which losers have to go in hahaha. First day there is Chem in the morning and french and media in the afternoon HAHAHAHAHAH

I only have english on friday and I'm not sure what I'm supposed to study for that lmao cause you can't really study unless it's lit.

Gonna stop blogging and go to sleep now. Pretty tired. Never sleep this early yo.

Can't wait for alubba to come back online lmao. Haven't talked to him in agesss. And I've decided to give up my facebook account to him :D because I know he won't abuse itt hahahah.

It's a bittersweet life

I have loved and lost

my heart along the way.