Blogging from like agesss away. Am super tired but getting this post done and done is good. (: Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm going back in five days! I guess you can say four cause I go back on friday but kinda five cause I leave in the afternoooon. I feel like packing but it's kinda weird if I start packing for like ages awayy. Hell excited to go home I don't know why.
Everybody's at exams now so pretty pointless to go home ): Zomg I want to go up to kl to see Adelineee and Vicky! But shiiit I hope Ade doesn't get quarantined BAHA she'll probs will. :S Mum's being gay and not bringing me up to kl ): Thennnnn I want to see FELICIATOH! Come let us all go and find her.
Picture of tute <3>
Nandosss.
I told her we got a rooster and she was like WHAT? lmao.
It was reallllllllllllly cold that day.
A picture for Caroline.
Today, JT and I decided to board out and go to the city (: Didn't spend much time there cause we overslept slash JT did so we had less time out. We also wanted to go to harbour town (:
Got utopia,diva stuff and city beach shit and off to harbour town we go.
JT and I were talking bout how today was a crazy day with funny things happening likeee. Me falling down in the city when it started raining, stepping on people's legs, no fate with the jumper and so on. I don't remember hahah then when we said that we saw PSYCHO written there! HAHAHAHA. We were laughing so much.
On the way to the train lalalal.
It was a good windy day.
On the way back, it started pouring with rain! :O So we were stuck in the train station for quite a while. Funny times there too with strange people. A rainbow came up!
We weren't sure whether to go or not to go. Cbf captioning for a few.
This is JT.
This how short she is. But not really cause the tree is taller than her -.- HAHAHAHA.
JT Me
JT JT take a picture of me in front of this sign!
Wth you wanna take picture in front of Winter Sale To show it's winter! *acts cold*
Eh eh I also want!
LMAO JT.
DO NOT OBSTRUCT!
I'm so gangster yo.
This is a video of Kez singing singstar. Slash Tosser pretending to play guitar hero drums BAHA.
Might go off to bed soooon. Another week of school and I'm doneeee.
Oh oh procrastination. Fricking English essay due on wednesday. Econs report/essay due on thursday. Econs test on thursday. Human biol test on thursday. Maths test on Monday (tomorrow)Food science report due this week. Coooool. Sick week you have Teri. Oh oh plussss. Monday soccer training. Tuesday Rec. Wednesday house acts and soccer training. Cooooool. -.- Gotta love life.
I should've gone to bed ages ago. Wth. Oh but I want to share one last thing.
If you think I like you, I'm sorry but you're terribly wrong. I may care for you but it doesn't mean anything more than a good friend or a brother. I'm sorry you got the wrong signals or whatever you want to call it but seriously don't be so full of it. :P I told you that I care for you as a good friend and I have no idea where you got that idea from but I'll just leave it at that. I know you're young but a person being nice doesn't mean that they want a particular thing from you. You just have to take that into mind and accept it. If you're reading this, I hope you know I'm talking about you.
If there's enough soulmates for everyone
Why am I still waiting in line?
this is my destinyyy.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 9:03 PM
Yaaay for picture post. Had SF dinner todayy. Was pretty fun food was already quite good. Borrowed Dee's dress BAHA and like everything -.- Today was also free dress day. OMG ZOMG AH EDWARD CULLEN CAME TO OUR SCHOOOOOOOOL! Jess and I saw him and was like wowwww. Can we have a photo with you? HAHAHAHAHA.
But anyways. Blogging from youth group night. Getting jumpers (: Oh and like weirdest thingg. Not really but I would upload these videos but blogger's being gay again. There were these two boys singing listen to your heart I think(?) Funniest thing although didn't get much of it.
Lift. Middle school building is so lucky. I don't even get to use the bloody building.
Dance studio.
What's camwhoring without bathroom photos. I mean seriously.
Darcie's exchange student arrived! :D We were like hell excited cause she's german and shit. We were all wondering how she's like cause somebody in our year got an exchange from germany too but with like BRIGHT red hair. O_O Anddd re-growth. Shut up I know I have regrowth too but like her's is damn obvious and looks damn weird. Anywaysss. We had a funny makeup session. Like do each other's makeup and make them look hellllllll weird. Being bored in the boarding house makes you do these kinda things.
Darcie's makeup is like the worsttt. She turned Kelly into a peacock and me into like ultraman or something. It was hell weird.
Today as mentioned was free dress day and the theme was idolsssss. My idol was Queenie Lee <3>
I only wore her stockings and her shorts (:
Yes I told you Edward Cullen came to our school (:
I even got a stolen shot of him. <3
SF dinner. I liked the potato bake yo. LMAO. More photos on facebook (: But quite a few on here tooo. I'm dead now. Gonna caption the photos, blog abit more then go to sleeep. 1 week and 1 day more
Dee and I really like this picture.
Black, medium and white yo.
Jessssss (:
This is like an inside story picture -.- Basically it's like I have food in my teeth! :D BAHA Paige and Siran would get what I'm talking about.
CORKER.
DEEEE (:
Kezza my nezza <3>
Michelllle LAM!
Then went to her room to take more pictures.
Makeup removal time!
Oh procrastination time much. Econs essay/research. Essay fricking 1500 words in an hour. Hello thank you very much. I told her I wouldn't be here on the last day of school and she's like you can do it the day before or anytime before. You won't get out of it. I was like -.- thanks. Oh and also she told us we needed graphs and shit in our research things. I don't even fricking get what we're supposed to do. Oh we got it today and it's due in a week wooohoo. But I asked her what economic operation was and she said the theory of the methods given. Sooooo ok. The reason behind it and why it changes are you trying to say? She looked at me like I was the dumbest person in the world. No Teri you're getting it all wrong you don't get it. Wth right so okkk What are you trying to say? In the end I gave up and got Nics to explain it to me cause she researched it lmao. Apparently it's the reasons affecting supply and demand and how it benefits the society. Wth so hard to say that meh. Walao. LMAO. I'm failing econs. But not really. Then.Human Biol pregnancy test. I'm so put off giving birth after doing this. It's so bloody disgusting. I don't even know what to write in the test.
I haven't finished yet. Just that the paragraph looked kinda long. Next I have my psych report. -.- I don't remember what the topic was but it had something to do with the brains. Oh how we react and shit to stuff. OH AND I JUST REMEMBERED. My bloody english essay! -.- I haven't finish reading my book, doing drafts and all. I should probs get started on it. I don't see why I'm sitting here procrastinating when I didn't get to do homework cause I had the dinner and I was watching master chef after it.
Master chef was sooooo intense :D It was the Australia one and they went to Hong Kong to do like these asian dishes. Shit. The main task was to make roast suckling pig I was like lmao. Damn hard weii.
So much for not blogging much huh. I'm just so into the mood and I can go on forever just typing crap but not really. Gonna go to sleep now.
Because in a perfect world
this would never happen.
Because in a perfect world,
you'd still be here.
cause i dont wanna see you.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 8:26 PM
I saw J todayyyyyyyy ): ): ): ): ):
Is God testing me to see whether I'm over him and worthy for G? God, please don't test me like this. ): Why are things going this wayyyy. I want to go home. Ccgs/MLC dinnneeer. I can do this. Everything is gonna be alright and I already am over him.
J, you don't/didn't deserve my heart.
Sorrrry guys -.- I know I said I would do a picture update but I really can't be bothered putting the pictures on my laptop from my phone. Will probs do it tomorrow cause we have secret friend dinner. (:
Currently obsessed with this song.
前奏才剛剛響起
就有人哭紅了眼睛
唱著他們的訂情曲
對不起點了你的傷心過去
一堆男人下了班不回去
十幾個人關在ktv
唱著青春隨風遠去的回憶
說這年頭還有什麼讓我們動心
男人歌
唱給誰來聽
下一首有沒有你心情
我和你吻別在無人的街
張學友唱出我的情結
男人歌
唱給誰來聽
下一首
有沒有你心情
你的背包讓我走的好緩慢
陳弈迅那首歌
是唱的他自己
男人歌
原來唱的都是不敢說的心情
一堆男人下了班不回去
十幾個人關在ktv
唱著青春隨風遠去的回憶
說這年頭還有什麼讓我們動心
男人歌
唱給誰來聽
下一首
有沒有你心情
我和你吻別在無人的街
張學友唱出我的情結
男人歌
唱給誰來聽
下一首
有沒有你心情
你的背包讓我走的好緩慢
陳弈迅那首歌
是唱的他自己
男人歌
原來唱的都是不敢說的心情
Till then. (:
one day i will get over you,
and that day will be the best moment of my life.
footprints in the sand.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 4:29 PM
Hello wordy post (:
Yes I know I said I would update when I had the pictures but I really feel like blogging a wordy post cause not exactly feeling very happy with things right now. So here I am. I just read this poem called " Footprints in the sand " by Mary Stevenson
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky. In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there were one set of footprints.
This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints.
So I said to the Lord, “You promised me Lord, that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there have only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, you have not been there for me?”
The Lord replied, “The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand, is when I carried you.”
When I finished reading this, I felt really empty and you know how your heart feels like it dropped? Yeah like that. It's true that God helps people out of their deepest moments and brings them up. Truth is, I remember bout few years ago when I was in form2 I hated my life then. I hated how my mum was a bitch, hated how I belonged to that family, hated my friends because they were fake and everything in my life seemed to be going wrong. There were so many things that happened during that period of time and I think back now and think to myself " Why the hell would I have done that. " and so on. God, I reckon has brought me out of that moment and has made my life so much more better and worth living even though there are times when I drop to that level and think about all the things that happen. God to me, is my only true friend who will be there at any time and will be able to listen to my problems without being judgemental.
In that poem, when God says He carried us at our time of need, many people may not believe that He was there carrying us out of the long tunnel of sorrow but maybe it's because we ourselves think on the negative side too much that it's up to us to bring us out of that tunnel because God has what is being needed of us. You know the saying " You can bring a donkey/whatever to drink water but you can't make them drink it? " It's exactly the same principal don't you reckon? Even if God has carried you right up to the exit of that dark tunnel, and all you had to do is take one more extra step to step into the light but all you could do is dwell on the sorrow-ness, pain and misery obviously you wouldn't be able to move on and see the light would you.
I'm sorry I was very into that just then and I needed to type it out -.- It turned out to be very meaningful. Anywayss.
Can I just randomly wish to NEVER EVER see J EVER AGAIN. I have the ccgs mlc formal dinner soooon. I don't wanna see that stupid face S and J :S LMAO. Jess and I were walking through ccgs from dome and Jess randomly goes How's your bffl? LMAO. I was like whooo's my bffl -.- Then ohhh. I get it. pfft. I want to slap his face and never see him again. He didn't smile at me when I saw him the other day and I was quite offended. Fineeee. :@ You wanna play it that wayy Bring it on biatch!
I'm so bored right now -.- I feel like going back to sleep I'm so tired and I don't even know why. Should probably get started on my english essay slash finish reading the stupid novel first. I don't even know what else I'm supposed to be doing before end of term. Ohhhhh. Maths test -.- andddd. Secret friend dinner! :S
BAHA. My secret friend. I ate the chocolate I was supposed to give her -.- I was reallly hungry alright. It'd be helllll funny to tell my secret friend who I am. LMAO. Just waiiiit. My secret friend -.- Even though you won't read this, I don't even remember when the dinner is but oh well. I'll buy you something next time when I go out hahah.
I've lost the mojo to blog already -.- BRB. ( I didn't even know you could brb on a blog )
Josephine keeps buying Renny away from me on friends for saleee. And I'm not very happy. It's just like when that person kept on buying Alubba away from my profile. Walao. I wanted to make him unclog toilets and all. HAHAHAHAHA. But he's stopped buying already so I'm happy. (:
Can someone tell me why I'm on my own, if there's a soulmate for everyone? Ok. I'm on the topic of love again -.- Why does it always come down to this. Somebody asked me if I don't believe in love then why do I date? Wellll. Maybe deep down inside, there's somewhere that believes that someone right would come and change my mind about everything. Somebody I find who might actually love me as long as I live would be good enough. No thanks to forever. -.- So bloody cheesy lmao. Nyah oh well. Maybe one day when I grow up and grow out of this childish thinking, I'll believe in love. But Darren told me this. Damn funny can. His mother told his sister not to marry for love. LMAO! I was like wthhhh loool.
Well it's not 5.40pm and I started blogging about an hour ago -.-
I re-read the poem and still find it very sweet and touching. Shall go. (:
You walked with me,
footprints in the sand.
You walked with me when I was all alone,
and didn't judge me on anything.
wo zhen me kan bu jian ni gei wo de ai
Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 9:19 PM
because i want to watch the sun go down with you.
I'm going to tell you a story (: ( I typed out half the story then decided not to )
Ok. I'm gonna type half my heart out to the blog -.- I don't even know why I'm doing this. Who cares Oh welll.
He doesn't even care about me. I don't even see why I bother with all of this. Sometimes I think it's just a waste of time and effort to be near you and put myself all through these things. Yes, I do in fact think that it won't work out because you are over there and I am here. But I can't help how I feel and who I like -.- Whatever you want to do is entirely up to you. You know, I feel differently and act differently than usual because I really like you and don't wanna screw anything up with you. I've changed my perspectives on many things because of you. People say that a person should accept you as who you are and accept your imperfections but I want to be perfect for you so you don't have to go through anything that isn't necessary. At first cause you kinda give off the impression that you're really goody two-shoes but as I found out more about you, I realise you aren't what I expected you to be. You might be a player/ womanizer as I hear stories from people and from your brother even though he hasn't exactly said it before. I really want to be with you, but not sure whether it is possible. ): I barely even get to see you when I go home. We'll see how these holidays turn out and that would make my decision. I really don't want to see myself give you up. Do you know how many times I have prayed to God asking Him to give me a chance with you? Darren told me God has probably heard me the first time and there isn't any use for me asking Him over and over.
On friday we had youth group and everytime I seem to go to youth group, they would always talk about something I'm going through or how I'm feeling. When I went on friday, they were talking about putting something in the world before the relationship you would have with God. I thought about how I asked God to give me you and told God that it would be the only thing I would ever want. Now thinking back on it, it's true that I do want that at the moment but in the long run, I would probably want the relationship with God more. I know if I told you this, you would be probably say " How stupid can you get -.- the relationship with God is so much more important " Wellllll.
我这么看不见你给我的爱~
Where's Alubbbbba ): I really want to talk to him. ): It's really weird cause I've kinda grown on him. Like I talk him almost everyday and feel weird if I don't talk to him and laugh at his stupid-ness or get annoyed with him singing Who let the dogs out or Sugar as he has recently seemed to be listening to. -.- He has also got me into the asian making faces thing -.- It's so annoying. Cause I fricking complain about so much stuff, he has decided to become my counsellor. (: Which is quite embarassing if you ask me as he's younger than me -.- way way way younger. But not really. As he doesn't look younger than me :D :D :D :D Well I reckon he doesn't somemore he's so fricking tall. Lmao Actually I don't remember but hopefully I'll see you soon. This stupid boy doesn't want to watch Harry Potter with me when I get back which I'm quite offended but I won't be cause I just won't talk to him. I'll just walk over to his house and throw eggs at his window. :D He hoped that the wind would blow the ice cream and hit me in the facee. So bitchy right. I want to....... pull his hair.
I just want to say I love you no matter what (; And I mean it, not as an over used word.
Woah I just re-read what I blogged about and it seemed like I was saying I love you to alubbbba O_O But I'm actually nottt. I'm saying ily to mr.G. :D
Ok thatttttt KWAN LI CHUNG is telling me to hurry up -.- And I don't like being hurried up when I bloggg. :P Stupiiiid girl. She doesn't care that I'm hungry and dying of hunger.
Alina has officially become my big mummma!
I just randomly thought of J. Am listening to a song that reminds me of him. Oh such bad times. I can't handle to see him in the streets. I saw him the other day and my heart did a flip and I ran away from him -.- That's how much I can't handle seeing him. It's stupid. I really believe I am over him, but sometimes doing some things just remind me of you. How is that possible? It's stupid and doesn't make any sense.
Oh G, don't break my heart just like J did otherwise I will break your perfect face (: I'm being serious. Hahah. But not really. I wouldn't do that to you. Cause my mum would kill me and so would your parents.
I want to go to church when I go home. Ohhhhhhhhh and to the library! Because I saw this person's photos on facebook and they were taking pictures in the library back home. I've never been to the library back home before! ): That's really sad teri. And helllllo shopping. Should go now.
Next post will be pictures from youth group, makeup session, videos from singstar (:
You haven't realised that you have stolen my heart,
But in doing that left it out in the cold
To die.
bu de bu aiii <3
Thursday, June 18, 2009 @ 4:45 PM
Dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people
I know I was supposed to blog yesterday but I didn't have anything to blog about so I decided to wait for something to happen for me to blog! Besides, the blog post would be more interesting if I had something to talk about oui? Yes.
Well anyways, I was blog hopping and I found this girl who used " TWLOHA" as her blog picture or whatever. And she blogged on from that picture how she wanted the guy to write LOVE on her arms so and so. I was like " TWLOHA " is an organisation to help people find hope and inspiration for not committing suicide you foool. I, myself only found out about " TWLOHA " about last year when Alina wrote about in on our arms for valentines day to show that we were loved by her (: If you haven't worked out what " TWLOHA " is yet, hence the picture above is To Write Love On Her Arms.
I think that the site is very meaningful and has conveyed a very strong message out to many people and have changed their lives. Just one small little thing can change a person's life forever. Quoted from
The vision is that community and hope and help would replace secrets and silence.
The vision is people putting down guns and blades and bottles.
The vision is that we can reduce the suicide rate in America and around the world. The vision is that we would learn what it means to love our friends, and that we would love ourselves enough to get the help we need.
The vision is better endings. The vision is the restoration of broken families and broken relationships. The vision is people finding life, finding freedom, finding love. The vision is graduation, a Super Bowl, a wedding, a child, a sunrise. The vision is people becoming incredible parents, people breaking cycles, making change.
The vision is the possibility that your best days are ahead.
The vision is the possibility that we're more loved than we'll ever know.
The vision is hope, and hope is real.
You are not alone, and this is not the end of your story.
Everybody, please read the site. Even though you're not depressed, but it's very inspiring and just a little read of it won't kill you. (: If you know anybody who you think is depressed or not feeling much about life, help them as you can make a change. Some point of my life, I'm gonna make it my goal to help people out there who are depressed and feeling lonely. I am inspired to try and make a change in that certain somebody's life and make sure they won't regret living on.
BAHA. I'm sorry but I'm really inspired by it. Frankly, I've read this website before and it didn't really have any impact on me slash I didn't feel anything about it. I think it takes one to understand by experiencing it.
I defs have the mojo to blog today don't ya reckon. LMAO. Oh, since I was really bored cause I didn't go down to dinner I uploaded pictures from '08 till now. LOL It's a year's difference. (: Didn't wanna upload '07 ones cause damn shit they were so bloody disgusting.
Term1 '08 ( Chinese New Year dinner with Jacqui in Northbridge )
Term2 '08 ( Deeeeepthy )
Term3 '08 ( The day I got my tongue pierced and couldn't eat anything )
Term3 '08 ( When I was ranga )
Term4 '08 ( When I thought I could do Olympic swimming )
Term4 '08 ( When I had blue streaks in my hair -.- ew )
Term1 '09 ( I think I still look like that lmao )
So yes as you know, I went to Peters and Brownes today. They make hell yum ice cream and dairy products. The factory we went to only made Ice cream and Milk. First thing this morning, it was pouring super heavily. I was like shiit do you reckon we'll still be able to go? LOL But the rain stopped anyway. Didn't know that we had to write a fricking report and this was part of our assesment till this morning. Who gets fricking graded for an excursion -.- Excursions are meant to be fun! It was still fun in the end apart from taking heaps of notes and not being able to catch up with what the video provided was saying and all.
At the end, we got offered their different types of ice cream and it was so hard to choose which one! :O LMAO. But the whole class went for the same one anyways = = It was weird but funny. Oh oh. Amanda and I had this funny conversation and Mrs G
Teri, can I try your ice cream to see whether I like it?
Why can't you try your own? -.- You have the same one
So after I eat yours and if I don't like it I can grab another one.
But how bout me?
Oh. I think I was supposed to say a little bite. (: But not really
-.- Oh manda yeah.
Girls, I don't think you should be sharing ice creams with each other with the swine flu going around.
I'm more scared of what else Amanda has.. And it's not swine.
Baha. I think it was a must be there moment thing. :O We got awesome moo moo hats! :D I was like yaaaaay.
Exactly two weeks more before I go home. Quite scared to go home now with my results :S Oh today, I bought A cardigan, Scarf and two stockings. Fuck mother fucker. -.- It was so fucking expensive. They came up to $116 O_O !! Mum's gonna kill me. But I'll sell it in year12 so I can at least get some money back. But fuckkkk. If I convert that, it'll be like 300 over ringgit? Wtfff. Do you know how much I can do with that amount of money?
I should probs stop blogging now as this has already become quite a long post. Oh oh. I'm fully addicted to asian songs, drama and stuff now -.-
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Is running away the easiest way out? 
Yaaay for picture post. Had SF dinner todayy. Was pretty fun food was already quite good. Borrowed Dee's dress BAHA and like everything -.- Today was also free dress day. OMG ZOMG AH EDWARD CULLEN CAME TO OUR SCHOOOOOOOOL! Jess and I saw him and was like wowwww. Can we have a photo with you? HAHAHAHAHA.
Yes I know I said I would update when I had the pictures but I really feel like blogging a wordy post cause not exactly feeling very happy with things right now. So here I am. I just read this poem called " Footprints in the sand " by Mary Stevenson
because i want to watch the sun go down with you.
I just want to say I love you no matter what (; And I mean it, not as an over used word. 
Alina has officially become my big mummma!
Dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people
I think that the site is very meaningful and has conveyed a very strong message out to many people and have changed their lives. Just one small little thing can change a person's life forever.
