I never understood the reasoning for someone to "move on" from a relationship. It's not like you are really going to "move on", you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of every day until it finally become routine & you don't notice it anymore.
i just finished watching i not stupid too and that movie gets me crying everytime. It's just so sad. I walked out of my room just now, and somebody asked me what's wrong and whether I was crying over him. HAHAHAHA. Frankly I haven't thought bout him for. quite some time :P HAHAHA
Gotta go. Eyes are tired from crying. ): Waiting for alubba to come back to talk to him.
I hate this weekend ): I'm not doing anything. MEH
love you two.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 7:42 PM
let's go to the eiffel tower and fall in love.
hello lovelies (: yaaay for photo update on like ages but they havent been all of the photos can't be bothered and i think im falling sick ): anddd. im really tired. have had some sort of sports or more these three days.
soccer training on monday yo. tuesday rec with circuits i think i pulled a muscle lmao. soccer/netball in school and soccer game against penrhos today lmao. loving it. i dont think i should've stood out in the cold for that long not moving around and getting warm hahaha. oh well.
ok photos. from like the holidays well semi :P more like end of holidays hahah till now missing out some bits (Y)
banana fritters with josephine.
on the way to kl, we went to malacca. spent a few days there. good food yo.
a day with willy.
was supposed to get giant chocky sticks for the friends back home but they were sold out! so i saved them for myself instead hahaha.
harry potter movie (Y)
i reckon the movie was good and all but i didnt really like the ending. the ending was kinda open and i felt that the ending wasnt lead into or whatever. But that's my own personal opinion bout the movie. But I still liked it heaps. :D Obviously cause I watched it like three times lmao.
The day I got back, we went to the jetty for photos (:
Aths carnival.
Youth group :D
Today's photo. Yaaay for my aweome wall. (: JoBro and the awesome people
my hair looks disgusting.
Michelle and I are craving starbucks ): No we do not have starbucks here. Yes I know. FML
Probs might go to bed soon ): wth it's only like 8ish but I'm so bloody tired. This week has gone by really slowly. I keep thinking it's friday tomorrow but really it isn't. I thought on monday that tomorrow was wednesday and I told jess to wake me up for hot breakkie but she was like wth it's tuesday tomorrow hahahah. Oh well.
I'm really cold ): My floor heating is already on but it's not workingggg. I think I might sleep with socks on tonight woahhh. hahha. Somebody give me gloves. My fingers are so cold and I'm typing crap so just that my fingers won't freeze up and fall off lmao. A friend asked me something really funny.
So you guys get winter yeah?
Yeah
How cold does it get?
Like sometimes 3 degrees?
Woah that's cold. Do you get snow?
No ):
Wth so you only get the cold but not snow?
HAHAHAHA basically yeah.
Pretty funny. Not really but yeah. My shoulder really hurts ): And my muscle on my knee ): far out it's been hurting since last week. I think I might go.
I wanna talk to alubba. Got so much to catch up on.
x
night lovelies.
You're on my mind, had another sleepness night
And all I think about is that I want you here and now
All I wanna say is that I want you in my life
60 days!
Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 11:32 PM
far out, swine flu/h1n1 is so over-rated in malaysia.
PS: bec has swine (Y)
PPS: school sucks. can't wait to go back home again.
If you wanna be a bloody idiot, go right ahead. I feel bad and apologize for what I did but now you're just acting childish. Get ovet it. If you can't be friends with me cause of it, then go die in a hole and kill yourself. I'm serious. You know I'm talking about you. Don't have to spell your name out here.
Can't be bothered blogging.
im sorrry jeromeeee
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 12:59 PM
I'M SORRRY ALUBBA
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whos that girl living my life
Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 11:13 PM
I can't be bothered blogging ): I normally blog more when I go back to school anyways :D
Watched Harry Potter todayyyy. It was epic. Such a good movie :D
Don't angry laaaa. I bring you back your lollipops next time that are still with me. (Not my fault rightttt. My mum dont wanna send me walaooo 2minutes away i die laaa. Walao can walk your house some more! Also that Stupid boy don't wanna pick me up lmao some more so kepoh bout what I'm doing the next day hhaahahha) If I see him tomorrow(wednesday) I'll take picture and show you. Hahahah I "accidentaly" bumped into him and go ehhhhh mafia why you here?! HAHAHAHHA
love you la jogoya stupid so expensive i go die better.
Michael Jacskon <3
Thursday, July 9, 2009 @ 9:24 PM
why do i keep thinking of you, when it's not meant to be?
I know that it wasn't meant to be but I can't help but wonder what it would be like to have you in my life, to wake up and go to sleep with a text from you, to say i love you and mean it. All of this would never happen no matter how much I pray and pray and hope for it. But it's alright, I'll soon get over the fact and move on with my life. But for now, just wait and don't go.
BET Awards. RI.P Michael Jackson. I know it happened ages ago but after seeing his memorial, it was tear bringing with the speeches given by people so dear to MJ. The few words said by his daughter, defs brought tears to my eyes and I reckon that really touched people's hearts. (L) Lately, I know this is happening for people all around the world have been non-stop listening to his songs and reliving their memories they've once had with each of the songs. I know I have. Songs like Black or White and even the famous video Thriller. I saw a video that reminded me of Thriller and was reminded of the good times.
Long live MJ. He will forever be in our hearts.
Community service on tuesday got cancelled on us so we went to city square instead (: I was thirsty and hungry so we shared bubble tea and waffles! (L)
Bought stuff from action city and crossover (:
Yaaay it's the weekend. Do you know what that meanssss? Nobody has school! HAHAHAHA. Let's all go out and party like there's no tomorrow. roflmao. Nahhh.
FINALLY going to watch transformers tomorrow. Like finally. I've been wanting to watch it for ages but pictures are so bloody expensive in aus ): So I had to wait till somebody here would watch it with mee. Which has taken one bloody week but yay!
I'm gonna introduce a gosh damn good song to you guys. Everybody should download this song and listen to it 24/7 I know a song that will make the angels cry (: This song is a tribute to Michael Jackson. It's a really good song even though it's rap but just listen to the lyrics.
This the type of song that make the angels cry, i look up in the sky and i wonder why? why you had to go, go I know its better on the other side, you were chosen from the sky never gon let you go.
I love the part when he goes " Whos Michael Jackson? You Michael Jackson. I'm Michael Jackson, We all Michael Jackson "
It's true he's all inspired all of us especially people in the music industry. Just look up how many people are inspired by his music? Oh, just too many.
Gonna bed now (:
Somebody tell me where I can find Mr.Perfect, is he out there waiting for me? Shall I go find him? Where is he? Why do I not get a Mr.Perfect? because perfect is non existent.
I just got it today to follow charlieissocoollike (: He is loveeeeeeeee.
And yes, that does say I DIDN'T got selected for national serviceeeeee. wtf right. I almost wanted to like shoot myself when I saw it. Sent the bloody text so many times.
Anyways, went to ongie's house yesterday to hang out and shiit good times with her,youtube,blogs,BET awards and nails (: She's coming to pick me up tomorrow for some community service time :D
Wellllll. Had this not really mass arguement with somebody. Kinda regretted what I said bout ending all relations might be abit far. Apologized and shit but you don't seem to wanna forgive me so that's your decision I can't change it ): Really wish I could go back and change it but I can't now can I? Actually. Thinking bout it, I take back that wish. Cause if us as friends can't get through something like that, then maybe we weren't supposed to be friends in the first place.
Moving on, I really hate the feeling when you like somebody but they don't like you. Kinda sucks hey. Like, you would be willing to be anything for that person but that person doesn't give a flying horse bout you. I can't really tell him that I like him cause of so many bloody reasons and it'd be really awkward. ): Even though I want to, I can't and will eventually just have to forget everything and let go. Maybe praying over and over doesn't help anymore. Maybe it didn't even help in the first place. Why am I praying so much if none of this helps? This is bullshit. MEH
They're all part of the list, things that I miss Things like your funny little laugh Or the way you smile.
homeeee.
Saturday, July 4, 2009 @ 10:47 PM
I'M HOME!
sorry no mood to blog will update sooon.
Reason for not updating in school cause they trace what sites you've been on and how much you download. :S Don't want them to find my blog again.
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somebody sent me this (Y)
let's go to the eiffel tower and fall in love.
far out, swine flu/h1n1 is so over-rated in malaysia.
I can't be bothered blogging ): I normally blog more when I go back to school anyways :D
Stupid FANNNNNNNNY jiejie HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
why do i keep thinking of you, when it's not meant to be?
I'M HOME!