pretty much.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 8:17 PM
it's alright (:
x
this year's christmas.
Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 6:17 AM
good morning bloggers! (:
it's currently 6.40am and meh i cbb doing photo updates now. sorrrry. blog is losing it already oh well.
so i can't sleep anymore. worse christmas ever don't think anything else could top it off. probs gonna have the worse new years too meh this sucks.
i dreamt that it was that night and everything happened as it did and i came up to you and told you i wanted to break up. and you didn't say anything. you went off with her. it's just a dream but it was so real cause i can imagine you doing something like that. ): there's nobody around to talk to it's just me. you'd think you can talk to friends about it but you really can't. they'll listen but you feel it's not enough. did you know how hard it was to sit there for two hours trying so hard not to cry in public and putting on a brave front? friends weren't there for me.
now i'm sitting here empty,tired, angry. empty,because i think i did love you. and now, we've lost everything. tired, of all that shit that's been happening. Dramas like this ain't supposed to happen in real life. angry because for so much we've worked on you've just let it go. i know i can't deal with this and i'm sorry i have so many flaws you don't like. i'm sorry your friends think i'm not good enough for you. i'm sorry they always compare me to her. i'm sorry for all the stuff we've been through that took useless time. i'm sorry for so many things that i would never be able to finish the list. cause i'm that imperfect for you.
i know you said relationships don't rely on these shallow things. but, they do for me. in my opinion these are the building bricks for us. without them, we're nothing. just two people in this universe. i don't have to say no more cause it's useless but talking to myself and saying everything feels so much better. you don't get judged on this, be given crappy advice or just worry you friends.
it's true i've been avoiding you. you cause me so much tears yet i can still be there for you. cause seeing you makes me smile. everything you do makes me smile and laugh. your stupid actions. i know i can't do it no more but i have to. i won't give up.
Happy 10th month anni. FML. guess i won't be celebrating it this month.
was at xindii's blog and i found this! i know we've read it millions of times but i just feel like it again.
bye!
When a GIRL is quiet... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions... she is wondering how long u will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at u... she is wondering why u are lying.
When a GIRL lays on ur chest... she is wishing for u to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see u everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love u ' ... she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss u ' ... no one in this world can miss u more than that.
Life only comes around once, make sure u spend it with the right person.
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when u hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch u sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses ur forehead.
Who wants to show u off to the world when u are in ur sweats.
Who holds ur hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding u of how much he cares about u and how lucky he is to have u.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's Her !
i want to be richprettyslimtannedlonglegs.
Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 9:59 PM
watafak im in love with this picture lmao.
so... since the powercurrypuff girls have updated their blog about saturday's outing and i haven't. um. go check their's out! :D potato and chicken's blog. and i shall update my blog when i get my memory card back from karyan and it shall be a christmas update! :D slash egypt whatever.
off to egypt tomorrow! bai bai.
the art of love.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 12:57 PM
so yes i'm currently back in malaysia! :D actually i've been back for more than a week but cbb updating the blog anymore. :D
just got back from sabah with the relatives (: photos on faceboook. such a good time catching up with themmm.
ok bye people. cbf updating anymore. the post was just boring me. will update when i feel like it :D
I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
-the art of love.
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watafak im in love with this picture lmao.
so yes i'm currently back in malaysia! :D actually i've been back for more than a week but cbb updating the blog anymore. :D