i had a good day today (:

hello (: i feel like blogging all of the sudden even though i'm supposed to be studying for exams -.-

so story of my life i love hearing rumors bout me and my best friend made up by some random guy we've never heard his name before in our whole lives? i mean seriously. if you wanna make up things, do it on somebody who cares.

but even though i don't care, the person you made it about involving does. thank to you he's not talking to me ever ever. i hope you're happy. you've ruined our friendship or any bloody thing we had.

last term, you were leaving and i was going on a school trip. before you left, i told you the thing i regretted. that i liked you. you said we would talk about this when you got back but if you were gonna reject me at least done it straight away instead of making me wait. those nights i cried were for nothing. not that i ever had a chance anyway. the amount of sleep i lost, the amount of work i did just to get you out of my mind. some people may say that i didn't deserve a person like you. i mean you're the nicest guy ever and i'm not the only person who says that. even guys do, cause you are. I would have mistaken you as a gay person if I didn't know :P and then after texting you when you were overseas and before i was going on my trip. you finally did it. rejection does hurt doesn't it? but i said it was alright and that we could be friends. obviously, you didn't believe me. cause you believed him.

the guy who made up those stupid rumors and you actually believed him. you really think i would do that so i could ruin your night? i would never do that because i know what it feels like to have your ball ruined. but believe whatever you want. i've apologized multiple times but you know how it is isn't it.

good luck in your exams tomorrow.

naw cutie (: i will update tonight yaaay! promise.